OMGkawaiiAngel

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im mentally ill

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HAII im 14yo mf from poland!! using all pronounz >< im into I.T n stuff :P im into languages, coding and gaming too, scroll down 4 more abot mi!!@ live laugh love rie20s

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01/10/2006 (2026)

HELLOOOOO yesterday ive given up my laptop to sum repair service because it needs thermal paste replacement!! i wanted to do it myself, i even bought paste thermal grizzly kryonaut which is a very good paste but i wasnt able to unscrew 3 screws :c in the end i gave it to the service theyre also gonna replace thermopads!! im addicted to gaming ngl ANDDD nothings gonna stop me from it, im js playing on my jet engine (ps4 pro) now!! bruh i needa replace the thermal paste in it too (5 years without replacement) maybe i can do it myself!! (maybe duh)

01/11/2006

guys im gonna melt im dying im not thinkin atp im sure i have super high fever and i have 9 classes tmrw like what. but i csnt tell my mother cuz i already learned studf on tuesday im so cooked, also i needa be excercising on pe or else ill get 3 at the end of the term instrad of 4 hellnah

01/15/2006

lowkey forgot to blog BUT i didnt go to school and it turns out i have flu :c ALSO got my laptop back 2 days ago and its freakin amazing just like new, im getting 50/60fps in wuwa at highest setting (my laptop display is 60hz so i dont need more) for comparison i was getting 20fps at lowest graphics with drops to 10 :sob: damn is anyway my gaming lifes back [happy] (nothing can stop me from gaming btw, i was just gaming on my jet engine ps4 pro)

01/17/2006

TW: SH

i got blocked by a mf yesterday the 2nd time js bcuz i replied 'late' tf vro :broken-heart: im lowkey happy he did that ngl i couldnt be myself and i had to do what he told me to do (eg he had asked for my pics and i wasnt outside back then excluding 3 days at school nd church) and i told him that but he js called me boring and blocked me on dsc !!tf!! :sob: i asked him on tt since he didnt block me here back then but he didnt answer and later told me to stfu and blocked me after lol !!!!LOOK WHO CANT HANDLE THE TRUTH MF!!!! im livin more happily now this relationship was SOOOO unhealthy i couldnt even bi myself cus of him, if hes gonna text me again later and unblock me ill js text him fuck off like he was literally playing w my feelings i wont let this mf be the reason to cut im so proud i didnt fight to the very end js to keep him, i !!might!! be a masochist so i might let ppl manipulate me A LOT i was manipulated almost my whole life and lowk idk. also hes posting "i need vkei friends" tiktoks almost all the time !!LIKE IF U WANT THEM JS ACCEPT WHO THEYRE!! lowk spanish soy enfermos pero estoy mejor ahora peak lo siento i had to flex my c97 spanish

01/19/2006

TW: SH, SENSITIVE TOPICS, CANNIBALISM

guys lowk idk if im the only one but when i get terribly mad i bite myself a lot and i want to bite and eat myself idk why. same thing happens when im terribly sad jealous i miss something im gonna cry etc idk how i can explain this feeling but (for context, i need to say this: i was hiding like 800 photos from my parents in trash in gallery (nothing special js friends they dont know about conversations etc)) and i always restore and delete it every like 25 days since it deletes after 30 ive been doing that for almost 2 years now but now i forgot.. it feels horribly but also i got rid of another problem so idk i feel its an end of an era. when i was goin to bed w my phone 2h ago i was thinkin about deleting risky photos from trash but well i dont have to anymore :sob: BAI GUYS LUV YALL <33

01/31/2006

its the last day of january tday... wtf. i have exams in may im sososos stressed even tho on the mock exams i got 96% english (listening which was kinda broken and only one person in our class got it right lol and i put past tense instead of present a stupid mistake lmao) 67% polish and 53% math which puts me in situation that i can go to most high schools!!! but still im so stressed.. idk to which school go welp

02/3/2006

idk what to do guys anymore i was raised in christian household but since im forced i dont feel that anymo i was atheist for a long time but i started wondering abt satanism in like june 2005 and ever since then i was interested in it for 2 months and i always came back after 2 too sooo.... ave satan <3

02/9/2006

!!!AINT NO WAY ?MAYBE? im meeting!! my friend who ive known for 4 years next week!! hes gonna go to warsaw prolly crossing thru my city since i live nearby and were gonna fuckin meet!!@ yall dont even know how much ts means fa me, hes gonna drive with his sister also the sister said that she could evn leave my friend alone in my house since weve known each other for so long and were literally like siblings!! hell yeah

02/26/2006

lowk wasnt even bothered to write anything here im so lazy sometimes vro :/ anyway what happened u may ask!! (nobody will since nobody reads ts) well i was sick on flu!! again!!@ tf. i didnt meet w the friend described above bcuz of that im rlly disappointed like tf. and im goin back to school after a week and 3 days of break vrooooooo... also ive been playing on pcsx2 a lot recently (ps2 emulator) and its great!! ive been playing nfs most wanted, silent hill 2 directors cut, gta san andreaz and ive downloaded bunch of games im plannin to play!! im gonna have such a small amount of free time tday btw (its 1 30 am as im writin ts) bcuz i have school until 2 45pm then i have online english at 3 45 pm (until 4 45 pm) and later on i have korean at 5 30 pm until 7pm!! vro ill have abt 3h of free time until i go to sleep and i also have to learn society knowledge in this time 03/14/2006 im sososo tired my mum disallowed me tk go to warsaw by train like lol..? aint i old enough? u wwre sayin the same to me 3 yeaes ago.. and also im feelin lowk ass tdzy i havent been feeling like that for a long time everytjing is agaonst me vro even chinese brawl stars and my 3 internets :sob: (no im not rich ones downstairs, 2nd one upstairs in my room and the 3rd one im talkin bout mobile data) slso i have tk go to yhe church tomorrow !!2 FUCKIN TIMES!! and learn math for monday i prolly wont have any freetime and ill only managr to do my routine when it comes to dailies nd stuff (spanish in 3 apps, checkin socials, brawl stars - 6 wins nd new missions, chinese brawl stars, hsr, genshin, wuwa, endfield) so uhhh idk what to put here i thinj im out!!

03/18/2006

istg bro addictions are so ugh i hate those. and espscially my mind is so broken that when i get into addiction becsuse i liked it and huh now i didnt realize i got addicted. when im addicted, i wanna quit asap and when i acyually manage to quit, i think thd addiction is cool and wna go back. literally examples: sh, i got addicyed bexause i !!WANTED TO!! and it was too late then to quit immediately, when i managed to quit ig?? (ive bedn clear for likd 3 months now and im rarely comin back so id say i quit) i wna sh hard again... 2nd example, gooning. yes, i am a gooner. i hope no ones readin ts but i luv omo and ugh i wanna get rid of thay ive been addicted sincd 1.5 year.. cant quit tho... and when i think like "okay that was my last time its so fucked up" i give up in excuse as its my last and im sure its my last... with smoking it was better cuz i didnt smoke for a long period of time but still, sometimes i wanna get that nicotine hit again.. anyway i think ghats all im out!!